War Inside

Song is by Todd Agnew.   All credit goes to him, but this reflects a lot of how my spirit feels now a days.....

"War Inside"

Do you feel the tension, do you?
Do you feel the grind?
Do you see the battle 'tween this
Flesh and soul of mine?

'Cause there's a war inside of me
Between who I want to be
And who I am

I do what I don't want to do
And don't do what I mean
I end up chasing all my nightmares
And abandoning my dreams

'Cause there's a war inside of me
Between who I want to be
And who I am

Is not who I want to be
Shackled like a slave when I know that I'm free
Wrong and right, truth and lie, death versus life
Everything in me is choosing sides
And the showdown begins

Do you feel the tension?

There's a war inside of me
Between who I want to be
There's a war inside of me
Between who I want to be
And who I am, who I am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhuiWC3SUzw